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Expectation

~ So you, by the help of your God, return; observe mercy and justice, and wait on your God continually. ~ Hosea 12:6 (NJKV)

 

            One month after our wedding, my husband, Gene, left me. The United States Army Reserves decided that a three-month separation was in order. So, they flew him across the continent to California (not our idea of a long-term honeymoon). During this time, we wrote love letters. An occasional phone call eased our wooing hearts, but it was expensive. The time change and his schedule limited our conversations.

            When the day of Gene’s return finally arrived, I was so excited. It was wonderful to know that he’d be home for Christmas. I primped my hair and changed my outfit five times. Eager to make sure everything was perfect, I was an hour late picking him up at the airport. Gene took pictures of his buddy and his wife arm-in-arm before they left for their second honeymoon. I have a picture of my beloved – alone on his duffle bag. But, he waited patiently on me. I guess I was worth the wait because he has continued to wait patiently for the past thirty some years.

            There are moments in our relationship with God when He seems to have forgotten us. Like Gene, we sit on our “duffle bags” wondering if He still wants us. We feel slighted and unloved. But, God is not late nor has He forgotten us. Neither has He moved. We are the ones who need to return to Him with His help.

Even though that hour seemed like eternity at the time, Gene never thought that I wouldn’t show up. He busied himself by observing his surroundings. We, too, can observe God’s mercy and justice in our circumstances as we wait confidently on Him. Unlike my unplanned tardiness, God’s delays are deliberate. He separates Himself from us to strengthen our faith, to teach us that we can depend on Him even when we don’t feel Him next to us, and to prove that our hearts desire is for Him.

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